Missing Dad

My Dad passed away three months ago. He was 71 years old. In my earlier days, I would have thought that age was just about right for someone to die. Now that it’s happened, I know it is way too young. Yeah, Dad had grey hair and wrinkles and false teeth. But he had most […]

Woman on the Edge Freedom 5.29.12

Woman on the Edge 5.29.12 Something happened the week following my dad’s death in April. Something unexpected. I was crying one day, missing him, regretting all I had not done, just aching so badly I could barely function when suddenly this peace came over me and I felt my dad’s presence. It’s very easy for […]

Woman on the Edge 5.24.12

Woman on the Edge May 24 Hi Dad. It’s been more than a month since you passed away. I talk to you sometimes. I hope you can hear me. I hear your voice calling me “kiddo”. I cried the other day when I dialed your cellphone number to see if your voice was on the […]

Woman on the Edge 5.24.12

Woman on the Edge May 24 Hi Dad. It’s been more than a month since you passed away. I talk to you sometimes. I hope you can hear me. I hear your voice calling me “kiddo”. I cried the other day when I dialed your cellphone number to see if your voice was on the […]

Howard L. Stewart in Memory 7.18.12

Started grief counseling at Hospice in Milton, over my dad. Spent three hours with a therapist, lots of crying and lots of laughing. It was a good choice. One thing she told me that really helped is that I am developing a new relationship with my dad, after his death. His influences and love are […]